Monday, July 8, 2013




So summer IB English project. Here ya go Sammie everything you need to know to do this project :)

FOURTH OF JULY!!!!







Okay, so on the fourth of July me, Sammie, her sister, Bailey and my boyfriend Hiram went to the mall to go shopping before the fire works. We didn't get to see each other that long because I had to go find something to wear for a clogging show that I was dancing in the next day but I didn't even find them anyway. I wish we had more time there but it's still summer and there will be more opportunities.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

I Miss Her More and More

Okay, so I know I normally post pictures only on here but I needed to get something off my chest. I had this best friend whom I loved more than anyone. She was like the sister I never had because I am an only child. We did everything together and Shared everything we had. We shared drinks and suckers and clothes. We were so close... Until one day when she got back with her ex-boyfriend. I should have saw what happened coming because it happened in 9th grade too. He was manipulating her and she didn't even realize it. He did that to everyone he was around. She had moved to her fathers a few towns away. One day me and her were fine and having a great conversation and then the next week she was ignoring my text messages and my emails. I didn't know what was going on until one day I got a message from her boyfriend and he said that he had some bad news and that she didn't want to be my friend anymore. He didn't know what happened between us but I know he was lying. I thought I could get her back. Her mother was trying everything to help me out but it didn't work because he came back to me telling me to leave her family and mother alone because it was ruining her life. I wasn't going to give up that easily. I saw her at a softball game. My team was playing against he team. I walked up to her crying asking her what happened between us because I don't remember doing anything to upset her and I asked if we could talk. She said yes and gave me a hug but she had to leave because the team bus was going home. I never heard from her though... I kept messaging her and asking her what i did... She would never answer me until one day she randomly texted me telling me to leave her the fuck alone and that every since I got with my boyfriend whom she helped me get with I was becoming a bitch. None of my other friends said i was this way. They didn't see a change, if anything they saw me happier. I just want to know what happened with me and her. Every single day  I miss her more and more and I want her back... She won't talk to me or anything... She blocked me on facebook. She won't listen to anyone except her boyfriend... I love her so much and I wish she would give our friendship a second chance... </3