Friday, April 13, 2012

Nashville Trip 2011


 





   




























So today is friday the 13th aye? That means it's been 20 years exactly today (1992) that my father had fallen through a 31ft. roof on a jobsite he was working on... If it hadn't been for his best friend being there he wouldn't be here today and neither would I. I think about how much would be different it my father wasn't in my life. Too many times that has come close to being true but each and everyday i am thankfull that he is in my life and that my mom is too. All our family trips that we go on are special to me and always will be because it was with my mom and dad., I Love You Mom and Dad and Always Will <333
Sometimes I wonder about you... you and me... me... I always wonder to myself  "Do you feel the same way?" How am i to know that you like me when you flirt with me but then go and be with her.You lead me on and i wonder how much more of this can i take? You pretending to like me but then going and getting a girlfriend? That's why I'm moving on, letting go or at least trying to but then you go and be yourself towards me and it makes me wonder if by letting go I'm losing a chance even though you have her. He makes me forget about you when I'm with him but when i ain't everything about you comes crashing down. Loving you is the hardest thing to do and forgetting about you is even worse. But what else can i do beside stay away from you?